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Random Thoughts

Haven't done this in a while! :)

-I'm loving the weather today. The sun is out and it's suppposed to be 65 degrees! It's going to feel like summertime after the cold weekend we had!

-My birthday is in 5 days! I can't believe I'll be 27 years old. I seriously don't feel like I should be 27!

-I can't wait for Christmas. I hope it snows! I'm such a kid.

-My weight is still not up....but I feel like my stomach is fatter...but I always feel like my stomach is fat, so what's new?

-Pretty disappointed that my strength has been going down lately. :( Boo.

-Still trying to figure out what I want to do next for my training plan. Go back to bodybuilding or stay focused on the strength/powerlifting stuff? I think I need someone to just tell me what to do! I'm tired of thinking about it.

-I just want to GROW. Why is it so freakin' hard?

-I miss peanut butter and jelly sandwiches....(now that's random!)

-Today's weather is making me want it to be summer again! I miss those days of floating in the pool all day....ahhh, summertime...

-January and February are my LEAST favorite months, and they always go by soooo slooooooow!

-Hmmm....wonder if there are any good movies out to go see this weekend?

-Can't wait for my cookie cake this weekend!

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