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September "Currently"

Happy Friday! It's time for this month's "currently" post!

I'm currently...

Eating ...
NitroTech crunch bars!
MuscleTech just sent me a box of the cinnamon bun flavor to sample...and oh my gosh. Probably the best protein bar I've ever tasted.

Drinking...
LaCroix Passionfruit sparkling water. I really like this flavor!

I love my diet Pepsi, but I try to limit it to once or twice a week. This does the trick when I'm craving something carbonated, which is usually at dinner. I've only tried this flavor and lime, and this one is way better than lime.

Reading... 
The Kitchen House by Kathleen Grissom. Really enjoying this one!

Doing...
Rollerblading!
I've been on a rollerblading kick lately! We had a few really nice, lower humidity days, so I dusted off the ol' rollerblades and went for spin. I forget sometimes how much I enjoy rollerblading. Reminds me of being a kid, skating up and down the street where I grew up.

Watching...
Blindspot

Season 3 just started back last week! This pretty much the one show that my husband and I enjoy
watching together. Otherwise he likes to watch wrestling, which I hate, and I like my real housewife shows, which he hates!

Thinking about...
How great is was to catch up with old friends. I had a few of my old middle school and highschool friends over a few weeks back since I haven't seen some of them in over 10 years!
We laughed and laughed for hours looking at old photos and home videos. It was a good time! We had to re-create this photo of us from 8th grade. How cool is that?

Excited about....
Starting my new leg program, eating more, and hopefully growing some quads and glutes! Higher rep squats SUCK, but it's what I gotta do!

Enjoying...
Date night! Last weekend Matt and I went out for ice cream at The Widow's Walk Ice Creamery right across the river. It was a beautiful day for a drive in the Jeep, and there was a great view of the Louisville skyline. I got a chocolate peanut butter cup brownie sundae with caramel sauce and Reese cups. So yummy.


Feeling...
Happy about seeing my family a couple weeks ago for my brother's birthday dinner.
I hadn't seen my brother in a while. He goes through phases of depression and extreme anxiety, so it's good to see him with a smile on his face! I love them!

Listening to...
Priceless by For King & Country. Great song, great lyrics.  



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