Lindsay's Ramblings

In the last few years, I've often struggled with feeling like I'm not the person I used to be.  I've talked about it before, how I used to be so calm and even-keeled, so emotionally stable. And now? I feel like just the opposite-emotional, moody, impatient, easily overwhelmed. But the other night as I was journaling about this-how I was so calm and stable before Matt died... and then I realized, well maybe it was partly because my whole LIFE was calm and stable back then! So, I mean...it makes sense, right?  I've realized that I get too down on myself for getting stressed out, or for losing my patience, or for feeling so emotional and/or irritated at times...aka HUMAN, right?  LOL. But you know what? I've been through some sh*T! My life is a little crazier now. So yeah, maybe it's not that I'm such a different person, it's just that I'm dealing with different things and just finding out more about myself. I'm finding out I like peace and quiet an