Life Lately

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 Heyyy!!! 

It's been a while since I've written, and I don't really have anything serious to blog about today. I was reading through my very first blog posts today, and they were so random, just about my day to day life, and it was kind of fun to read them! I kind of want to do more of those every once in a while.

Soooo life lately...

Well, I mostly have been working at the salon a lot. I also have a few clients that I train on the side. It has definitely been a big adjustment working as much as I do now, since I barely worked at all before Matt died. But it's been good for me to keep me busy. 

Besides work, I go to the gym...and that's about all I have time for! Of course, when we have the kiddos  on the weekends, we try to do fun things with them. We went on a hike a few weeks back, had a Halloween party, and then last weekend went trunk or treating!










It's crazy that this is my life now, but I love those kiddos so much!!

As I was driving to work today, I was just thinking about where I was a year ago...I had good days, but I wasn't good. No matter how I looked on the outside, I was not okay. I still have my bad days now, and I still have waves of grief that come and make me want to cry all the time...but compared to last year, I am better. Things will never be the same as they once were...because having your husband die, especially at such a young age freaking SUCKS. But...we survive.

Anyways....hope ya'll all have a FABULOUS weekend and HAPPY HALLOWEEN!





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