Lindsay's Ramblings

Hiiii y'all! It's been a while since I've written a blog, so I thought I'd pop in with some thoughts and a life update. Trust me, I've still  had a lot on my mind to write about, I just felt it was getting repetitive and that after a while people get tired of hearing it. I think that's why so many people after a couple of years stop talking about their grief...so people think they're okay and "over it", when they have NO idea that is SO not the case. Not at all. Yes, I have a boyfriend, and him and his kids make me happy. But Matt is still on my mind 24/7. I miss him. I don't have the huge meltdowns I used to have where I wanted God to just take me Home, but I still have my moments. Honestly, if I didn't have Damon and his kids, it would probably be a lot worse. I've been spending a lot more time with them lately, since December. The holidays were great. I love hanging with the kids, playing games, throwing football outside, going