Lindsay's Ramblings

These days... there's the sadness that comes with grief,  the ache that is always there... But also, now there's a sadness, another type of grief,  that comes with the wondering... if my future is secure, if I'm truly valued and treasured and wanted... the sadness of not having the security I once had  that comes with a ring on my finger... a promise... of forever... The uncertainty is killing me and wearing me down feeling like I have to BEG  for someone to see my value,  to choose me... not just for NOW... but for forever. Because after all I've been through I just want my happily ever after