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My Only Hope

My dad passed away 6 years ago today...and a part of me died with him. But at least I still have the hope that one day we will meet again.

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  1. MeganAugust 27, 2012 at 11:04 AM

    I just found your blog and find it really inspiring as a former out of shape woman who is now in love with Crossfit and running. I want to be lean and strong, I don't care about the size of my jeans anymore. This post means a lot to me because I lost my dad about 9 months ago. Some days are great and a memory of him brings a smile to my face. Other days are horrible and thinking of him makes my heart ache and I can't stop the tears. I know it will get better, but like you said, there's a little piece of me gone forever. Or at least until I see him again one day.

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    1. LindsayAugust 27, 2012 at 11:51 AM

      Hi Megan! Thanks so much for commenting. I'm so sorry about your dad. I know it's hard. I think about mine all the time and miss him so much, but I don't know what I would do without the hope that I will someday see him again! I can rest in that.

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