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Weekend Recap

I hope everyone enjoyed their holiday weekend! 

Saturday was my little cousin Trinity's first birthday party. She is such a cutie! I have a beautiful family. ;)



I got to see Celeste, too, which made me sooo happy. :) She is just so sweet and adorable.

I enjoyed lots of treats while there- a hot dog, meatballs, chips, potato casserole, and of course, cupcakes and ice cream- yum! I can't believe I didn't get a pic-I guess I was too busy stuffing my face! Haha.

. One thing I like to do is make any social functions that come up be my "treat meal/free meal", so that I don't ever feel deprived, or feel like I "can't" eat something. It's all about balance, and to me, that means being able to go to a family function and eat like a normal person for a day, not packing around tupperware. If that's your thing, great, but it's not mine!

Anyway, how freakin' adorable is Celeste is? I love this picture-my sister looks so pretty and healthy. :)


 Celeste had so much fun in the bouncy house!

 This girl is always so happy!

After the party, Matt and I went to watch my little brother wrestle at Ohio Valley Wrestling. 
I'm glad he's found something he enjoys that gives him some kind of purpose, finally. I know that for a while he was just sort of "lost". And yeah, maybe nothing will come of it career wise, but I think it's a great thing for him right now. I remember him calling me before his first match and telling me how scared he was, and now he is in the ring doing awesome! He is a great performer, and  I'm so proud of him! We used to go to OVW over 10 years ago to watch the shows when Matt was wrestling there, so it's crazy that now I'm watching him in the ring!

God is so good, y'all. There was a time a few years ago when I was constantly worried about my brother and sister. Like, there was a point when I was afraid that I could get a call that they were dead at any moment. They may not have their lives totally on track right now( I'm still trying to get them in church!), but I'm just thankful that they are both alive and at least not on the WRONG track. God answers prayers!

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