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February "Currently"

Currently I'm...

Thinking about...
How I can't believe February is almost over! January seemed like it draaaagged by, but it was like I blinked and February was gone. I'm so excited for March! Even though we have had a pretty warm weather and only one dusting of snowfall this winter, I'm sooo looking forward to Spring and warmer weather, especially with the last few days being in the 70s here in Kentucky. It's amazing. I'm just hoping winter isn't going to hit us in March...I'm praying that won't happen!

Doing...
We celebrated a late Valentine's day this past weekend by going out to dinner and then to watch the Broadway play, The Little Mermaid. I absolutely LOVED it! It's fun getting all fancied up for a date. :)
 This was always my absolute favorite Disney movie growing up. I would so watch the play again!

Wearing....
False lashes! I'm not one of those girls who wears lashes like every single day, but I have always at least wanted to be able to wear them occasionally just for special occasions. My lashes are short and super straight. I have never been able to apply false lashes right, or when I did they never even showed up. And if I'm gonna wear lashes, I want them to really show. Well, I finally found some lashes I like that actually do show on me! 

These are the Ardell Glamour lashes, # 105. I got them on sale at Meijer for 2 bucks! I wish I would have stocked up on them. Definitely my fave of all the ones I've tried so far.

Eating...
Ya'll know I am obsessed with cereal, and I think I have a new fave. Honeycomb and Honey Bunches of Oats Cinnamon Clusters have been at the top of my list, but I think this Apple & Cinnamon Honey Bunches of Oats has taken first place. It is sooo good mixed with vanilla protein.
I've also been obsessed with oranges lately. I usually eat an apple almost every day, but lately I've been replacing that with Cara Cara oranges. They are delicious.
I'm also absolutely LOVING the NitroTech Crunch bars in the Birthday cake flavor. I have one of these usually once a week when I'm running errands or just have run out of meat by the end of the week. I really love the cinnamon roll flavor, but this was a nice change. These are definitely the best protein bars I've ever tried!

Reading...
I recently finished the book Orphan Train, and really enjoyed it.

I also just got Kyle Idleman's new book, Grace is Greater, and I'm really excited to read it. It's based on a sermon series he did a while back, and I just remember thinking it was a great series.Plus, I really I love the other three books of his that I've read.
Listening to...
I'm so in LOVE with Tenth Avenue North's new song, "I have this hope." I have just been listening to it over and over and over again...especially go through this rough time right now. Christian music has been such a help to me lately, I can't even tell you. It's so uplifting, and forces me to focus on God and praising Him. It reminds me of the great God I serve and the hope and joy I have regardless of my circumstances.


Loving...
All of these articles I've read recently:
10 Ways to Un-Diet
How to Bust Through a Fat Loss Plateau
Losing Weight and Your Sanity
Two Things I Learned on the Diet Rollercoaster
An Alternative to Willpower For Losing Fat

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